snapshot no.1408

i dont trust guys.
i am going to remain single all my life.
i am going to live in a pink house with my girlfriends and go shopping and travel around the world.


hmm i dunno wad to say...
seriously...
i guess alot happened throughout this year which made u think this way...
things dat i'll nvr noe...
and i dunno why i get so affected...
it's not related to me at all aniwae...
maybe cos i'm too sensitive ba...
acty oso nth one wad...
fine...u dun trust guys...
fine...u're going to remain single all ur life...
maybe in a sense it's all for the better...
u're gonna live in a pink hse with ur girlfriends...
but do ur girlfriends plan to remain single all their lives as well?
i'm not implying anything...
but maybe 5 yrs down the road u'll change ur mind...
or even earlier...
i'm sure u will...
and u noe i'll be waiting for u at the end of the road...
cos i'm still holding on tightly to wad's left of us...
the bittersweet memories dat make me wanna cry when i reminiscene abt them at night...
and nvr letting go when i shud...
no matter wad happens in the future and wad ur decision may be, i'll still be there for u if u shud ever need me...

we dunno each other anymore...
the distance between us has grown too far apart...
it hurts so bad dat my heart breaks everytime i think of u...
but u wun understand, u nvr will...
like how u used to understand me before...
the you i love is lost forever in the past, kept tightly in my memories and buried deep down in my heart...
i guess u're a different person altogether now...

i dun like to put on a happy facade every day anymore when i'm obviously not...
knowing how much it hurts inside...
i dunno wad i can do...
except to let u go...
the easiest thing to do is not to care, but it's oso the hardest thing to do...
i'm trying so hard...
but u appear in my dreams almost every single night...

sighh...i dunno le laa...
wadever...
feeling so so...
helpless...


You can't remain single all your life
I'm still going to be your child's godfather
Have you forgotten about our promise?

I guess you have...


trust me.

posted by ANDY NG @ 11:40 AM